Friday, February 09, 2007
Before I forget, congrats to all those who are content with their O's results! =D
As I said, life’s a bitch! It realllyyyy is. This post is gonna get VERY whiny, just to make myself feel better k.
Work started off on a BAD note. It was so bad I think tension was rather high. I’m used to being in charge of things and I hate it when things go wrong cos I wanna prove that I’m responsible enough to handle this. And this all started with the office key that I had lost. But I swear that I’ll find it alright!! Sho irritating. I don’t even know why I’m protesting so strongly in this dumb domain. I was soo sincere about apologizing initially cos I brought a lot of inconvenience to the dept. But then, she kept giving me that “you’re to blame” look. On one hand it made me wanna cry but on the other hand it made me wanna retort back at her. And so I did the latter., only after being provoked quite a bit. But still, feeling damn guilty. =/
Well, I don’t find it very guo fen cos all I said was “I didn’t mean for this to happen too ok! It’s not like I deliberately dropped the key what.” That made her silent for a long while. Tension was high cos the key that I was put in charge of apparently has access to ALL cupboards in ccsu, or so they claim. Come on la, don’t bruff me lor. I highly doubt so. Ask me personally if you wan details on this. When I find the blardy damned key, I’ll test it out on all the cupboards.
Can’t mistakes be pardoned? Even if the worst possible situation were to occur, for instance someone who finds the key KNOWS (though highly unlikely!) that it belongs to ccsu and starts creating trouble by unlocking all the cupboards and tearing up all the documents, nothing can change the absolute fact that the key is missing, period. But ultimately, I know that it’s still my fault so I’m terribily sorry! I’ll do everything possible and find it ASAP!! That’s the best I can do for you, what else do you expect? I’m saying all these because my sup can’t take a step back and smell the roses despite everything. She’s too uptight man! Relax.
Glad I got this off my chest, much better now. Working alone later without sc. Gonna be a lonely soul in the office. Sian. Working with my sup in the office tmr, massive sian! Especially after our dispute. Rawr. lol.
Lookin forward to meetin darling steph after work at chjimes.!! =D
On a side note, the release of the O level results triggered an adrenaline rush in me which is making my heart thump a lil' faster, at the mention of the next major event in the education scene, the next release of results. I can feel the butterflies in my stomach already! zz.
Sometimes I may appear very nonchalent but deep inside, otherwise. Randomness.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 5:20 PM
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